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Can't let you go...

Alone alongside the beach i am walking, the wind is blowing my long hair, i am thinking about you. Just by thinking, i get goosebumps, my hands feel cold, my heart is racing like it will burst. My cheeks feel warm . I bet i am severely blushing. A small smile dancing on my lips. I close my eyes your picture flashes . At this moment i am about to burst into flames. The passion you have, the way you love me. Suddenly my eyes are tearing up. I clench my heart because i cannot handle the pain. Pain of losing you. You have become a part of me and now just by thinking of losing you makes me feel dying. I am scared to my death . Its like someone is tearing my soul apart. I cannot let that happen. I know this love is difficult but Not impossible. At this point i cant let you go.

The Pandemic

The Pandemic. Is it me or its dippression everywhere? Quarantine, lockdown no one can meet anyone. Its like chaos, people are forced to be at home. Ever since this Covid-19 started people are comming up with there own perspectives, some people are saying that it is a killer, some are saying mother earth is healing herself, some people are making jokes to ease or may be deal with the dippression there own way. I am not here passing any judgement on this pandemic. I am here to just tell you what i have in my mind , what i have been observing in these past few days. I see people sharing memes and jokes about this virus, may be its just to ease stress or may its there way to ease dippression but sometimes its just seems cold. There are people who are mourning, who lost there loved ones because of this virus and there are thousands and millions who are fighting to prevent the condition, and in this who is lucky enough not to catch this ,instead do measures to prevent it they are making ...

Happy new year

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2019 has been a hell of a rollercoaster ride, one day you are at the peek of your ride and the other you are stuck in the loop and praying to get out of it safely. Many people came in life from which some became friends for life while some has tought lessons for life. But the good thing is after 12 in the night this all will become past as it will be a beginning of a new year, a new life. Lets not make it our usual year. Lets take a resolution to fulfil our resolutions, lets start changing ourselves. If you are not satisfied with your health , take on a health routine, if you want to be an artist, start creating, if you are not satisfied with people around you , change yourself cuz you are the people. Lets take a resolution to think positive, spread happy vibes and be easy and forgiving for ourselves and others. Let us not hope that new year will be good, lets make it good and start this new year with new enthusiasm and positive energies. Wishing you a very happy and safe NEW...

Just For Once.!

I always think to escape, for once. Escape through all my problems and worries that surround me. The pain and sorrows that has became some part of me. I want to escape from my scheduled life that has no time for me. Just for once in my life i want to live ,without worrying , without thinking about consequences . I just want to wander around in the streets and get lost may be go to Greece Paris may be Egypt. want to explore the beach in my bikini, fall in love , kiss him like there is no tomorrow. maybe want to get high just for once to know how it feels. I want to dance till my feet hurt. For just once i want to forget me and the emptiness that surrounds me and want to be free. I want to escape.. just.... for once.............!!

Ahsan e Taqweem by Bezubaan Company

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Ramadan.. A month of blessings, washing our sins and a chance to get closer to Almighty.. But in passing time we are forgetting what Ramadan actually means. What it teaches us. Ramadan is not just fasting whole day it carries alot more deep meaning to it.  To tell us about the true meaning of Ramadan and what our Deen teaches us, Bezuban company has taken a beautiful step in the form of Taqweeme Ahsan. An online program that will teach us little by little about true spirit of  our deen . What's the best part of this transmission i think is, it is innovative, no adds, and it teaches us things but not in a boring way. It also inclueds segments for your taste buds and to refresh you with tasty drinks, it has every thing for everyone nonetheless.. I wish Movehid Abbasi all the very best for taking this beautiful initiative And i will pray for its success... All this very best dear friend...

Note by J.

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A lipstick is one of most important part of makeup , a flattering shade of lipstick can give u just the right amount of confidence .  What's even more difficult is to find that perfect red lipstick, if found then it will make you look oh so desirable and if chose wrong, it can be a desaster. To find a perfect red go for something neutral, not so warm and not so cool undertone. Well I have foud something like that. I am talking about Notice me by J. Its from hydra matt collec tion. It is the perfect neutral red shades flattering on all skin tones. It will make you look instantly gorgeous without wearing tons of makeup. Its a little cool undertone will make your teeth look even whiter hence making your smile even more beautiful. If you like that matt feeling non transferable, then you might not like the texture. But considering it is not matt it is exceptionally long wearing. It stains your lips a beautiful pink so even if it wears off your lips still be gorgeous. But dont be sc...

Russian Roulette

A lethal game in which player loads bullet in one chamber of revolver spin it and then point it to his/her head and pull the trigger. Russian refers to its supposed origin country and roulette to risk taking and spinning of the chamber of revolver.  The actual story of this game is still a mystery although this name is said to be invented by a swiss born pulp fiction writer Georges Surdez. He came to America as a child but later moved to French Africa in sea rch of adventure. Back in US in 1920s he turned his experiences into stories. In 1930s a mainstream magazine published his stories including "Russian Roulette" Anyone stupid enough can play this deadly game. But I would suggest to write your wills before you play, just in case. This is only for fun information please donot try this without any adult supervision.. in other words DONOT try this at home or any other place whatsoever...